music of the piano
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I was like superrrr tired and quite sad today...Today i went to FCC and practised Barbie Girl with Mr Low and others from 2pm - 6pm. There's some improvement, mostly because of Mr
Low's presence, and we did improved, so i hope that it will be the best on the actual day itself...
Then, i had meeting with the stage crews at 7pm, about what we need to do and cleared all our doubts on the movements..The meeting was a "soul-drainer" to me and
i'm very tired right now...
Ok,
now's that sad thing and a thing that i want to "rant" about..
After the meeting, as usual, we had our usual gathering at the small area at level one of FCC. I don't know why, but
there'll always be a small gathering there, no matter whether it's after meeting or practices... Then, i went to asked
ZH and
JW about our coming outing... then she said that she and him will decide about that and then tell the members... Then i was like,
"i'm so curious and want to help in planning of the outing, then she says she'll decide and tell the members.." Then as usual,
there're small groups, having their discussions on their own, and i was there, alone... Then i was already wanted to go home, but i don;t want them to know that
i'm going home... so i stayed there for a while... But the things is, do they even know that, lonely souls like me in
MCO won't have friends? Because they're like have their own best friends and won't want to make new friends like that... and it's a sad thing to say that we still have people like me.. Then, after i became the principal, i thought that things might be better and
i'll make more new friends... But now... I just feel so sad...
Ok.. i have no mood to continue now...tomorrow i still have to work at my parents' shop and a meeting at night..